I’m scared shitless of failure and I’m staring out at where I wanna be. I just wanna sell out my funeral, I just want to be enough for everyone. I just want to sell out my funeral, know that I fought until the lights were gone.
it’s almost scary how relevant this is
(Source: dumpyourweedbrah)
Dowsing / Haverford / Run, Forever / Captain, We’re Sinking - Stay Sweet Split
I fucking neeeeeeed this.
Southtowne Lanes - Saltwater
I can’t believe that you would build me up with all this goddamn self confidence.
Just to turn around and wet your lips for someone else. Then try to apologize for this fucking mess
So wake me up when the storms subside,
And the waves stop crashing over my head.
Maybe I can breathe again.
Jumped off this cliff just to spend time with you
Thought you were the wind under my wax wings
Found out too late you were the sun burning my back
This salt water against my skin still stings.
Can we pretend just for a moment that you’re the one drowning in this deep ocean?
Maybe then I’ll learn to waste my time on someone else. Instead of spreading myself too thin
So wake me up when the storms subside,
And the waves stop crashing overhead
I don’t think I’ll ever breathe again.
Jumped off this cliff just to spend time with you
Thought you were the wind under my wax wings
Found out too late you were the sun burning my back
This salt water against my skin still stings.
So if you think this is worth it, then leave it to me
And I’ll chew it all over again.
And again.
Cause you’ve fucked me over much worse than that night when you wouldn’t stay sober.
(All signs of remorse that you left upstream got lost in the tides with my self-esteem)
